Thursday, November 20, 2008

Lost time..

I just like the title no specific reason to it.
So, a sem is coming to an end really soon and here I was complaining when I first came down to KL and now...no change, I'm still complaining and I have lots to complain about but currently not in the mood to write it out now.

Things have changed but not much, still in the acceptable range.

I have set a resolution for the last month of 2008, that is, TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY POOL PROPERLY!!!

YA GO GO GO!!!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Why -lah so lazy???

Look! So lame man last updated on 21st then now, 10th only the next update. I shall just summarise it;

I have my callsign already 9w2EDC yay!!!
Holidays is coming!!
Exams are coming sob!!
I'm going back home again this weekend!!

hmmmm what else... I shall put it down when I remember... hmmmmmmmmm

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

My day

Well judging from my last post it's exactly 11 days since I last updated.
The reason I don't update very often is simply because, I do not have enough privacy to do it, that's all but then again since today is a very special day to me I decided I shall be a little vain and feel good about being here and all but first I must play this song and dedicate it to myself;



though it isn't really suitable so here's another 1,



ahhhhh they're really good.


Now, for the vain part
I shall be vain and declare that,
  1. the world has been more fun with me on it
  2. The world has become prettier since I'm here
  3. The world has recovered from a long 'sickness' aka global warming due to my efforts in
  • Send a green patch in Facebook,
  • I do my very best to inform others about the importance of saving papers and,
  • I try to take action everytime I see an open burning
  • Actually it's a rather longs list but somehow, I can't recall all
hmm how do I get no.4 back?

4. I have brought a little glee and laughter to the people around me especially very very close
friends.
5. I have been a very person, spreading my love and loving my dearest Ree Nee to the max
always.

I guess I should have 20 things in this list since I'm 20 now

6. I have been a very law abiding person in our country. (sounds lame)
7. I have been in a part of a life saving operation,
8. I have been a great listener,
9. I have achieved my short term goal(s)
10. I have been really thrifty
11. To the people that hates me; just hate me I don't mind (self-forgiving achieved)
12. I have managed to stay as myself up to do date (I'm actually running out of things to put in
the list).
13. I think I have managed to put a smile to people around me all the time usually.
14. For being able to keep this blog for a year?
15. Believing in people I know I can and should believe in (I hardly trusts people in case you
don't know).
16. I KNOW! I managed to live by myself and being independant during my 3 months period in
Singapore.
17. I managed to savour some of the food that I never did.
18. I've found out my body limit (is that even being vain?).
19. I've learnt a really valuable lesson this year.
20. I've found some really good people that are really my friends that are worth thinking of
once in a while.

I think I suck really bad at being vain, some of the things doesn't even imply that I'm being vain..crap.. I need to learn how to be vain already.
But then again who cares?
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!



I forgot to add, all I wish for my birthday is... not be forgotten..it's as simple as that.

Friday, October 10, 2008

Uncertainty

Though this post has nothing to do with the title I just wanna put that, it's..pretty much describing me now...
It's been a month plus since I started my studies, things haven't been great though not bad..just not great. Mid term is around the corner...very corner actually but..somehow I couldn't be bothered but then again, I think I need this, it'll pretty much define where and what I'll be doing after this year but I know, I must not slack now it's too much if I just slack off now so I'm gonna do my best for all this for now

Go Go Go!

Ree Nee has also came down here to KL starting very soon been rather hectic this few days helping her settling down being sick myself.. *cough**cough* with occasion dizzy spells but don't worry, I'll manage :)

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Time.. An Endless Space

That is a rather profound title but, I like it so sue me!
If you've been reading the newpapers (I can't see why you haven't) there is quite a few talks of sueing arond going on, seems like the hype for now, perhaps I should get into some sueing mood as well but then again, who really cares?

It's been exactly a month since I got here, classes has been rather boring, and..there always seem to be a few things bothering me everytime but I shalln't talk more about it, I prefer it to be a piece of memory or rather, fragments of memories.

I think I've gotten thinner again, pants that would normally fit me is not anymore, nor are my shirts, it all seems baggy and loose and I hate baggy-ness.

I really feel like I should talk more but... I don't know.. I've gotten for quiet recently compared to before, friends back at home would notice but...
That's all...

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Settling Down

So, here I am again after my trip back to Penang for a few days, sorting out things and packing the remainder of my stuff but, before I continue, below is a snippet of a blog entry which I was typing on before I felt somebody was breathing down my neck;

"I'm writing on the bus back to KL, back to classes and learning I suppose and since the bus I'm on has power ports,
I decided to make good use of it, I won't get to post this on the go since I'm lacking a wireless broadband but
the very least is that I typed this and saecd it to be posted on a later date.
When I was down at KL last week, I wasn't thoroughly ready as I expected the classes to start on a later date as
stated on the stupid letter but then again, everything was new but not all was exciting. "

At this very moment, I think the ladies behind me were looking at my laptop already so I stopped.

A lil something about my life so far,
Things haven't been exactly smooth sailing but then again I think I'm doing pretty well though sometimes do feel like giving up on what I'm doing...
Just in case you're wondering what am I talking about, it's about myself,
I try very hard not to like a place I'm at which I'm spending a lot of my time which is, the almighty KL.

I think it's due to the fact that I'm afraid I'll like this place more and thus, forgetting what do I have back at home but then again, a lil hate and a lil love is nice so far, I'm learning how to balance it.
Oh well..class starts early tomorrow and I feel damn ugly with all the zits!
So sleep earlier if you're supposed to be asleep but not

Monday, August 25, 2008

Start of a new story

So, here I am in my room in HELP just started class today, orientation was last week and I've been here for 5 days already..how time flies.
I'm getting used to the things here except probably the price of things here and...sometimes do feel a lil lonely.
But all hope's nt lost, for I am coming back this weekend to settle few more things like...I freaking passed my RAE!! So that means the next step is getting a license now,
Classes are ok though a lil smaller than I'd expected..only 11++ less than 15
oh well don't really know what to say but I'd like my readers (if there's any) to know;

Stay positive, even at the toughest moment, even at the moment that all hope's gone. The first step to being positive is; Smile :)

Monday, August 11, 2008

A motion!

Ok as many of you knew, PC Fair ended today and I admit, I was among the few that went every single day without fail (yes, I know, a freak)
and today was the last day and also the worst day!
So in accordance and for everybody's comfort in the next PC Fair 4 months later,

I hereby proposes,

That all those who's waistline aboves 36" SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED INTO THE THE HALL!

For those of you who are wondering why, it was because I was actually sexually harassed! Every inch of my precious body had not failed to be touched by god know how many people and to make matters worse. these 'accused' are like big boulders! Blocking those already narrow walkways those....those...blithering IDIOTS!

so, I hereby files a motion that they should not be allowed in!

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Freak accident

In case you didn't read the papers yet, there was a horrific accident that happened at the Cheras-Kajang highway and 1 of the casualty was a bomb squad specialist which he died on the spot and the irony is that he risks his life defusing bombs but his life ended on the highway..

RIP Kpl Mohd Nuh Ali.

Just haven't updated the blog in a while and this happened so just wanna post a little about it anyhow here's the link to the news article

Monday, July 21, 2008

Emo..

You know when people say that another person is emo do you really know what it means to use the word?

Emo = being emotional e.g sad, depressed, crappy and all the bad stuff

so now you know the real meaning, the next time you see a person wearing all black with those long fringed hair along with spiky bracelets,

they're not emo!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Hancock

Because a lot of people said Hancock sucked, I decided to write something about it;
But be warned of SPOILERS!!!

We went Hancock-ing yesterday and the at the start of the movie,
you are greeted with a sight of a drunk black man sleeping on a bench by a shop!
That's very negative now no?

Anyway, I'll just talk about the moral of the show, John had to sacrifice one thing which is being close to the only person like him because he wants the very best for that person.

Reflect,
Can you do something like that? Staying away from the person that's like you or the person that you're comfortable with because it'll mean the world to that person... It's actually very sad.
Hmm.... Don't know what to say anymore so I'll stop here then..

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Beginning of the Ending

The title is rather dramatic no? Anyway, people around me left to pursue their higher studies/to a path of new freedom or whatever you call it and seriously I'm rather sad thinking about it but still aren't we suppose to be happy for the people we love and care if they're doing something they like doing and are happy?

It sounds easy but it's very very very hard to do.
I don't think I wanna go on anymore but to "you know who you are"

I Miss You

even though you've just left for a few days but the mark you've left in my heart feels like it's been scarred all over again.

I can only hope and pray and pray harder for your well being and the smoothness of the path that God has laid for you, and for me...

"You know who you are", I also pray that you'll never forget me as I'll never forget you.




Actually there's alot to say but I can only put this much onto words as I'm still...wordless cant change how I feel into words.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Separation

So, I came home and bla bla bla bla shan't delve deeper into this nothing much happened which I wanna talk about. This post is gonna be about as per title.

Well everyone's going their own ways now and after the coming weekend almost everyone will be scattered around. It's a good thing for these people as it means a step closer to making their dreams come true but..

do you know that some people might miss you a lot? Even though you might the know the person for a year or 2 but somehow someway you have left a mark in their heart which is gonna be there forever whether you like it or not.

Personally I feel that way, people that were close to me are leaving soon and I'm not gonna be some meanies to tell them they shouldn't leave or anything negative but I do hope they realize they are quite important to me in this stage of life now and I'll always pray for their best all I hope for is to be able to stay in their hearts and minds e.g not forgotten.. that's all I ask from you...

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Coming home

It is finally coming to an end
I'm coming home on Thursday
Can't wait to see you guys,
been missing you lots like mad
shortest post ever:

I'm coming home

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Lost

Oopz so long I didn't update my blog.
I'm still here in lonely-land if you're wondering still working my ass off recently was Labour's day... THAT WAS MY DAY!
My work sucks, traveling to and fro work sucks as it's actually quite expensive soon it'll be end of June but I've already set my mind to come back to Penang on end of June, I've got a dinner with a close friend of mine so definitely must be back by then.
I wonder why I'm typing like this as in segmented sentences... hmm
Maybe cause long time didn't blog?
Well... one more thing,
Anyone miss me or not?
sob...

Saturday, April 12, 2008

A New Chapter?

Well it's been so long since I've updated and now
I'm in Singapore
which I am not really enjoying...
I came here 2 weeks ago and went back for a few days last week and was I glad to be back in somewhere I know I'm not alone...

Damn lonely here k...

I'll only blog when I feel like it..

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Interesting story

Ok I came across this story;
but first let's name the characters

Girl - Amy
Guy - Chris
Guy 2- Justin

Ok Amy and Chris has been together for over 4 years since she was 17 years old he was a good boyfriend cause everything she wants he will tried to fulfill and Chris even got a car he for her.
Then Amy went to college to further her studies...after 2 years in college she met 1 guy Justin..
she fltl very comfortable with him and the relationship started friends..

lots of people told her friends can turn to lovers ...they became lovers.. hanging out every week.

but at the same time she was still in the relationship Chris and because she felt very guilty to him and so she told Chris that she wants to break up with him and
it turned to a fight when she told him the truth, that she falled in love with another guy..
Chris became a crazy stalker.. every moves that she made ....he is always spying on her

one day.. Chris knocked on her house door and shouted at her saying that he wants everything back but, she refused to give the car..even though she knows it is his right to take it back..but finally Justin come over to her place to solved this matter..it turned to a bad fight where both of them fighting in front of her..Chris lodged a police report..

To make the story shorter, she no longer contact Chris for about 2 years.. but on the 3rd year after they broke up.. She contacted him again..they meet up and he has bought an apartment which he wanted to rent the apartment.. she told him that she wanted to rent the apartment and so Chris gave her a special rental rate for that.. Amy told Justin that she got the apartment from an agent..

but was goes around comes around.. one day when Justin planned to stay over at her house..she was in the shower and was confident that she has deleted all the sms between her and Chris..but by god's will..she forgotten to delete the sent items...Justin read all the sent items messages between her and Chris suddenly Justin went off.. switched off his hp..and Amy has been calling him for 2 days..finally he answered Amy's call and he sounded so sarcastic...

Amy apologized to Justin.,. but now he still answers her calls but do not act like what he used to before all this things happened

THE END

by the way I took this story from a thread at Lowyat.
And at the end of the thread someone posted the follwing

Sunday, March 16, 2008

So Long~

It's been so long since I last update and since JJ asked,
Ill update.

Results came out on Tuesday and no I'm not gonna reveal to you blog goers what I got.

Worked at Gurney for a few days..and I do mean a few days,

I've never worked for a 'few' days ok? PIF so not cool and so lame!

That's it for now I have no mood to blog right about now especially after the results came out very..disturbing if you know what I mean

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Don't you think?

Don't you think deserve better once in a while? Well I know I feel like that whenever sadly I'm at home so frustrated do you know? It's like in the space where there's only u and the stars and the stars aren't really friendly to you (in case you don't know stars can burn the astronaut's 'skin') and when you wanna avoid all this..burning you move away only to find that you will be heading back out there.

I don't know about any of you but I feel exploding every time something like this happens and when I explode there's no where for me to go to except the world of my headphone which I will turn on loudly blocking out everything but.. I can't seem to find out how to block the feelings that are turning around in my heart and that stupid knot-tight-up feeling not to mention the blurriness in the eye...

How I wish someone would tell me what to do and trust me I tried the 'come in on the left side go out on the right' which, a skill I have perfected over the years and yet I can't seem to do it here at home.

Perhaps I need a private space of my own? Perhaps I should just please everyone by doing what they want me to do even if I do not want to? Or perhaps I should just shut up and not grunt or share the ups and downs of the things I do?

Then to whom or where should I turn to?
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Not to sound so terrible but if only someone knows what I'm feeling inside...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

CNY and alot more

CNY just kinda passed but somehow it just passed unnoticed just as how it came unnoticed too.
Nothing much for this period which I wasn't here to update soo...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Computer prices

Apparently most of us are rather selfish and 'cheap' and I learned this the hard way when I went window shopping for computer parts (Ree Nee's pc broke down) and you can see the major difference of prices of parts between Penang and KL can you actually give a reason why? I know I can't and just in case you didn't know, thumbdrives in TESCO sometimes are cheaper than those sold in the PC shops! SO, before you buy anything make sure you do a bit of window shopping first!

Friday, January 11, 2008

Humble...It's still there

Today, after dinner when I got back to the fair area where I'm working at something happened which rather touched my heart.

There was this English guy if not mistaken it's an Australian and he was wearing this leather shoe which is rather hard on the sole and like most of you probably could guessed it,
he steps on a very young child's feet
poor kid she kept crying and crying and crying so the Australian kept apologizing and if you were there you'd know how bad he felt.

The mother of the kid kept saying "he said sorry already ok ok stop crying good girl~~" but nope she didn't stop but when the mom was paying for the books she stopped for a while and then continued crying like she needed to grab a breath and then the most surprising thing happened~
The Australian's friend was in the line and he quickly grabbed a box of color pencil and asked his friend to pay and then he ran to catch the mother and the kid that's still crying and if I'm not mistaken he said "I'm terribly sorry here, take this" note that I'm not a lip reader but I think it was pretty much like that and although the mother didn't wanna take it he kept shoving the box of the color pencil and then the kid took the color pencil and stopped crying. The look on the face of the man was showing that he was pretty much relieved.

This is something you don't see everyday and most certainly not from most Malaysians simply because
1) Most Malaysians don't wear leather shoe with a hard sole and;
2)Malaysians are usually rather selfish so they'll say "sorry ah" then trot away just like that

Somehow this incident reminds me of the very thing that matters the most in our country and also everywhere else,

being humble.

So, stay humble so others will to you and thus, making this, a better place.
Regards.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

New Year Eve, New Trend?

Well like most of you know I'm working in Gurney in a fair.. a dreaded fair. Well back to the topic on new year eve a lot of people young and old flocked to Gurney to participate in the countdown but don't you people know that the celebration is in Esplanade??

Never mind that.

I was sick on the that day, down with flu and cough so I had frequent trips to the toilet and this time I noticed something that made my hair behind my neck stood up as high as the Statue of Liberty's hand!!

The guys that was in the toilet was actually putting on their 'makeup' and if you know what I mean you probably used them. What I mean is their hair gel! Oh my GOD~! Their freaking hair products have probably more than girls that's going for a wedding can you actually believe it?
And if you're feeling a bit stabby in the heart, that's because you're probably one of those people that uses a lot of those hair product that you'll most probably regret using 15 years later because you probably grow a tumor a big as an apple in your brain and I mean it!

SO STOP USING IT!!

if you love your family and friends stay off that freaking thing!
Regards